Montannah/ homecoming/ Jamie

Recap of my week   
 "Im not going swimming I don't have a bathing suit." "psht who said you need one?!?" I took off my shirt and dove in with my jeans on. "come on Jamie! I dare ya to!!!" she sighed then jumped in.  
We did dares like this all week. 
  While we were driving home it was late and Jamie was half asleep. We were toeing my motorcycle bye the car. I looked at Jamie leaning on me and smiled. I got this funny feeling. Liked it."Jamie you going with anyone to homecoming?" "curly but just as friends." she muttered. She fell asleep. 
  After I got home and was lieing on my bed thinking. I thought bout montannah and Jamie. Mostly bout Jamie. I suddenly got up and got dressed in jeans a tshirt and my dads old suit coat. I looked goooooood :D I fixed my hair and left. On my way I grabbed a rose from the garden store and kept going. It was bout 8 I was late. Homecoming started at 7.
  I cooly opened the doors to the gym. They were doing some cerimony thing. I looked for Jamie. "hey Jamie" said cooly when I saw her. "what are you doing here?!?" "I'm at homecoming. Am I allowed to enjoy it?!?" "yea if your a student here" "Jamie I'm actuly here for a certain girl. A very special girl." "Brooks here with Kyle." she retorted. I paused for a moment. The music started and changed to a slow song. People were starting to dance. "why don't we dance Jamie?" I grabbed her hand and we danced alittle. I'm an ok dancer. "I didn't come here for brook." I looked into her eyes and pulled the rose out of my coat. "I know it's you favorite. I know you want it." I said as I put it in my mouth like they do in the salsa. She took it from me then we kissed. It was one of those long romantic kisses. At the worst time too. I didn't plan this out too well. Cause brook saw and dtarted yelling at Jamie then, get this, Angela shows up with Johnny and then Jamie starts going at it at Angela. Huge catfight. Me Johnny and Kyle just kinda stepped back. After it got outta hand we decided to hold them back. We grabbed our dates. Angel and Brook were escorted away by Kyle and Johnny. Problem was Curly  was there to help Jamie out too. "What the heck are you doing man?!?"
"I'm helping her" I said. "austin-" Jamie started to say. "she's my date." said curly. "really? She kissed me not you." "just go home man. Go home."  he went to grabb jamies wrist but I punched him in the gut. Not hard enough to seriously hurt the kid but enough to make it hurt. He cluched his stomach and walked away. "come on.... I'm your ride home now.... We gotta talk."
 I led her outside, and sat on the bench. 
"Jamie do you like me?"
" ...... Yes but idk Austin." 
"Jamie. Everytime I'm with you, My heart races, Im not afraid to make a complete idiot of myself, and I know who my real friends are. Everytime I'm with you I can be me." 
"Austin-" 
"and all I want is for you to be mine and all I want is for us to workout."
"not to cliche, and wimpy, but still touching. Good job austina!" 
"I mean it."
" Austin I like you but,,,"
"then we are gonna make this work.  " She smiled and kissed her.


Today I went up to jamie's front door and knocked on it. I heard some yelling and stuff coming from inside the house.  She answered ad smiled. " did I come at a bad time?" "nope. Perfect time." "wanna ditch this place?" " yes! Thank you!"  She got in my car and I started driving. " where we going?" "someplace." "I don't get to know?" "nah you get to find out."  we drove to the outskirts if town for my surprise. We went into a clearing in the middle of the woods. "OMG.... It's beautiful!" the leaves were all changing, yellow orange red. I picked a good spot. I took her over to a shady tree and we sat against it. I got out the guitar I put there earlier. "welcome to your personal concert" played tge following songs in the following order, I'm yours, hey soul sister, drops of Jupiter,  smile, if it's love. I finished each one and after each one Jamie would smile sand clap. Finally I said " you know i know that you play guitar. And I need help with this one." I got my extra guitar and she smiled so big. I gave it to her.  And started singing and playing,"do you hear me? Talking to you? Across the water, across the deep blue ocean, under the open sky baby I'm trying." she smiled then thought for a moment and sang,"boy I hear you in my dreams, I feel your whisper across the sea. Your here with me, in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard" we sang the rest of the song together and laid down on the ground with Jamie next to me and I couldn't help but smile. I put the guitar down and rolled over closer to her and she kissed me.        

Hello montanna!

  so after days of driving I got to some motel in montanna. I wanted to give some two special girls a surprise visit. I would only stay like a day then leave, less if they kicked me out. So I parked me motorcycle off out of sight so they wouldn't see it. I saw Jamie doing something to the motor of their car, focused on that, bre was just kinda standing there "supervising". So I made my way toward them and bre caught sight of me all confused like. I gave her the shhhhhh signal and she nodded and smiled. Jamie not noticing anything was still working on that car. What did she know bout cars anyway? She can barely drive one, let alone put one together. I quietly got behind her and tapped her on the shoulder. "Bre what do you---" she said as she spun around to see me. She musta been suprised cause she stumbled back and it her head. She cursed, then said "hey austina... What the hell you doing here?!?" "thought you could go on this adventure without me eh? Well I ain't missing out." I said. She smiled and I ended fixing their car. We went to this diner to eat, and that's when bri said she was leaving to go back to Tulsa but she didn't wanna leave little jamesters alone. I said I'd protect her, you know just invade someone muggs her. Who's a better bodygaurd then the great Austin? 

Austin Santa Clause :D

  I'm back from NYC. Now most of you will not really care when I say this but all of you will care when I tell you that I bought all of you presents!! Let's go one by one.  And Jamie just to annoy you your last :D ok first up  Brook. I got you a cookie monster stuffed animal with I Love New York City logo on the front. He comes with a cookie :D..... That I ate. :) second. We got Blair. I got you a really sparklie Tshirt that says New York! Sparkle! :D Cristy, you get.... A cupcake pillow! :D (do not eat, it doesn't taste good) Kyle. I got you a switch with the statue of liberty at the hilt. Knock yourself out. Johnny. I felt nice so I got you a NYC Muffin. Have fun kid. Dawnster. You have won yourself a sparklie New York city hat! :D I like sparklie things. Sammy, my man that I haven't talked to, little buddy you get a..... NYC rainbow guitar sticker!!! Enjoy! Pony, idk why this guy was selling these on the street but here you go, a Brittney spears poster saying Brit Brit loves NYC. Sodapop, you get a ... Wait for it...... I love NYC bumper sticker!! Elena, you get an empire state building snow globe!! :D and evie gets a sparklie NYC shirt too!!! :D if I didn't list your name here^^^ you get a NYC mug!!! Congrats!!!
    ok Jamie we finally get to you you ready?...... Y. O. U.    G   E   T.    A..............................................................wait for it........ Autographed NYC glee poster. I might have threatened a few ppl :) and not only that you get a sparklie NYC tshirt too! :D
Well Santa ran outta stuff so that's it.       

The escape prt. 2 (finding Austin)

   So we finally made it to NYC after a ton of driving. The city was beautiful. It was night so everything seemed to light up and all the busy people passing by gave me a rush. I looked over at Abgela to see her smiling as wide as humanly possible. We checked into some hotel. The next day I got up and we went to see the statue of liberty. Wow. It's way bigger in real life. I started to climb it but security stoped me abd Angela just kept laughing her head off. Then we saw the empire state building. Someone (I'm not saying names, but their name starts with Ang) freaked out cause we went to tge top and you could see 4 states from up there. I couldn't stop laughing. Revenge.  When we went back to the hotel I stood outside the hotel playing my guitar on the streets. I got some extra cash :D and some ppl stoped and sang along with me. One particular old guy stoped. And asked me, "did your girlfriend break up with ya?". "um... Yea...." "was it because you sing songs on the street for a living?" "um actuly she broke up with me for a different reason. I live in Tulsa, this is my first time doing this." "what brings you to New York?" "umm I just need to think. I've been messed up lately." "ahh well always remember that you gotta be you. If you don't know, find you. And you is always somewhere in there." he dropped some coins in my hat and went off on his way. I stood there and thought for a minute. I always gotta be me.... That's it! I wasn't me lately. I just gotta find me! But enough of this post. It's getting long. -Austin Brumley-

The Escape Part uno

 
"Angel, wake up!" I whispered loudly. It was almost midnight. She woke up and looked at me confused. "let's go!" "where we going?" she asked half asleep.. " new York city I think." I answered. "oh ok let me just-, WHAT?!? Austin are you crazy?!?" "look I need to get away. And I can't go alone and you said you'd be there for me so your coming." "your crazy, you know that?" "that's what everyones been telling me."she threw in some clothes into a bag and went out the door and into my car. " to new york!"
  After drivin alittle while we stopped at a bar, thinking we can blow off some steam. "I'm not getting too drunk cause it's not Tuesday." she said as we walked in. I had no idea what Tuesday had to do with anything but I wasn't gonna drink at all. I lost Angela after like ten minutes. Oops. It was really crowded in there. Some band was playing loud music and I couldn't focus. Trying to find Angela was hard. Drunk girls kept wanting to dance with me and kiss me and stuff but I pushed them away. I got to a spot where not alot people are and realized that 6 monthes ago I would have kissed danced with and done it with all of those girls. I found Angela. she was really drunk and some sleazy guy was trying to get her in bed with him. I punched in the face, grabbed her and left. 
   We drove a bit more and it was getting late so we decided we'd crash at some motel. We checked into a room and I totally passed out once I got onto my bed. 

I'm a bad person

I had finally lost it. I couldn't do anything right any more. I couldn't get any sleep and I was in so much pain. I slept in an abondoned Where house that only brook knew about for idk how long. They were probably looking for me. My family or the police idk. I decided that I couldn't live like this. I'm a bad person. I was going to kill myself. I left 3 notes. One to Brook. Another to Jamie. And finaly one for my family. I placed them on their front doors. I walked around town one more time. I'm bad person I don't deserve to live. I'm a bad person I should die in hell. I'm a bad person no one will care that I'm gone. I bought a coffe at my favorite coffe shop and continued. I just kept thinking, I'm a bad person. I don't deserve family, friends, love. I walked to the cliff right outside town. It was about 20ft with sharp rocks on the ground. I climbed the fence to get right on the edge of the cliff. I heard a voice screaming don't do it. This was not the time for a concious. I'm a bad person and that's that. But I then relized it wasn't my concious. It's was brook. I looked away from her. "go away! I'm a bad person I deserve to die!" I shouted at her. She started to climb the fence but was too late. "Bye love." I said as I jumped. I woke up in a hospital. The first thought that came to me was, Damn it! I'm not dead.

The Dark side of Austin Brumley

  I was at DX just going around looking for something to do. While I was there I over heard some socs talking and someone named Sean. I couldn't remember why he seemed to stick out from the others and why he bothered me. I heard them talking about getting back at people. The names that came up were Brook, Jamie, Bre, and Cristy. This scared me. They talked about what they were gonna do to them and I got angrier and angrier. Sean that guy talked about me getting in the way. I lost it and I came out with my knife and got ready to fight. I then relized I didn't stand a chance. Like 10 of them against me all armed. They brought me into an alley cut me up. I faintly remember when Sean came up to me and punched me in the face and saying something about Brook. I relized at that moment, who he was. Brooks ex. Oh man. He can punch. They left me there and I was in so much pain I wanted to die. But I got up and I went to drink. I had like fifteen and left. I don't know how exactly but I ended up at jamies house. Brook was there with Jamie. I don't remember what ewas going on in my head at that moment but I marched in, barely able to walk. They greeted me and idk why but I went over to brook and kissed her. I just kept kissing her. Then Jamie started to get annoyed and tried to pull us apart and I slapped her. She got mad and punched me. I pushed her aside. Brook tried pushing me away but I only pulled her closer. "Austin your scaring me. Stop it." "Sorry babe can't." I smirked and pulled her even closer. I just started to undo the buttons on her shirt when, Jamie,who was trying to figure out what to do this whole time, found a bat and hit me with it. I blacked out. Next thing I know I'm tied to a chair Brook and Jamie looking at me.