The escape prt. 2 (finding Austin)

   So we finally made it to NYC after a ton of driving. The city was beautiful. It was night so everything seemed to light up and all the busy people passing by gave me a rush. I looked over at Abgela to see her smiling as wide as humanly possible. We checked into some hotel. The next day I got up and we went to see the statue of liberty. Wow. It's way bigger in real life. I started to climb it but security stoped me abd Angela just kept laughing her head off. Then we saw the empire state building. Someone (I'm not saying names, but their name starts with Ang) freaked out cause we went to tge top and you could see 4 states from up there. I couldn't stop laughing. Revenge.  When we went back to the hotel I stood outside the hotel playing my guitar on the streets. I got some extra cash :D and some ppl stoped and sang along with me. One particular old guy stoped. And asked me, "did your girlfriend break up with ya?". "um... Yea...." "was it because you sing songs on the street for a living?" "um actuly she broke up with me for a different reason. I live in Tulsa, this is my first time doing this." "what brings you to New York?" "umm I just need to think. I've been messed up lately." "ahh well always remember that you gotta be you. If you don't know, find you. And you is always somewhere in there." he dropped some coins in my hat and went off on his way. I stood there and thought for a minute. I always gotta be me.... That's it! I wasn't me lately. I just gotta find me! But enough of this post. It's getting long. -Austin Brumley-

The Escape Part uno

 
"Angel, wake up!" I whispered loudly. It was almost midnight. She woke up and looked at me confused. "let's go!" "where we going?" she asked half asleep.. " new York city I think." I answered. "oh ok let me just-, WHAT?!? Austin are you crazy?!?" "look I need to get away. And I can't go alone and you said you'd be there for me so your coming." "your crazy, you know that?" "that's what everyones been telling me."she threw in some clothes into a bag and went out the door and into my car. " to new york!"
  After drivin alittle while we stopped at a bar, thinking we can blow off some steam. "I'm not getting too drunk cause it's not Tuesday." she said as we walked in. I had no idea what Tuesday had to do with anything but I wasn't gonna drink at all. I lost Angela after like ten minutes. Oops. It was really crowded in there. Some band was playing loud music and I couldn't focus. Trying to find Angela was hard. Drunk girls kept wanting to dance with me and kiss me and stuff but I pushed them away. I got to a spot where not alot people are and realized that 6 monthes ago I would have kissed danced with and done it with all of those girls. I found Angela. she was really drunk and some sleazy guy was trying to get her in bed with him. I punched in the face, grabbed her and left. 
   We drove a bit more and it was getting late so we decided we'd crash at some motel. We checked into a room and I totally passed out once I got onto my bed. 

I'm a bad person

I had finally lost it. I couldn't do anything right any more. I couldn't get any sleep and I was in so much pain. I slept in an abondoned Where house that only brook knew about for idk how long. They were probably looking for me. My family or the police idk. I decided that I couldn't live like this. I'm a bad person. I was going to kill myself. I left 3 notes. One to Brook. Another to Jamie. And finaly one for my family. I placed them on their front doors. I walked around town one more time. I'm bad person I don't deserve to live. I'm a bad person I should die in hell. I'm a bad person no one will care that I'm gone. I bought a coffe at my favorite coffe shop and continued. I just kept thinking, I'm a bad person. I don't deserve family, friends, love. I walked to the cliff right outside town. It was about 20ft with sharp rocks on the ground. I climbed the fence to get right on the edge of the cliff. I heard a voice screaming don't do it. This was not the time for a concious. I'm a bad person and that's that. But I then relized it wasn't my concious. It's was brook. I looked away from her. "go away! I'm a bad person I deserve to die!" I shouted at her. She started to climb the fence but was too late. "Bye love." I said as I jumped. I woke up in a hospital. The first thought that came to me was, Damn it! I'm not dead.

The Dark side of Austin Brumley

  I was at DX just going around looking for something to do. While I was there I over heard some socs talking and someone named Sean. I couldn't remember why he seemed to stick out from the others and why he bothered me. I heard them talking about getting back at people. The names that came up were Brook, Jamie, Bre, and Cristy. This scared me. They talked about what they were gonna do to them and I got angrier and angrier. Sean that guy talked about me getting in the way. I lost it and I came out with my knife and got ready to fight. I then relized I didn't stand a chance. Like 10 of them against me all armed. They brought me into an alley cut me up. I faintly remember when Sean came up to me and punched me in the face and saying something about Brook. I relized at that moment, who he was. Brooks ex. Oh man. He can punch. They left me there and I was in so much pain I wanted to die. But I got up and I went to drink. I had like fifteen and left. I don't know how exactly but I ended up at jamies house. Brook was there with Jamie. I don't remember what ewas going on in my head at that moment but I marched in, barely able to walk. They greeted me and idk why but I went over to brook and kissed her. I just kept kissing her. Then Jamie started to get annoyed and tried to pull us apart and I slapped her. She got mad and punched me. I pushed her aside. Brook tried pushing me away but I only pulled her closer. "Austin your scaring me. Stop it." "Sorry babe can't." I smirked and pulled her even closer. I just started to undo the buttons on her shirt when, Jamie,who was trying to figure out what to do this whole time, found a bat and hit me with it. I blacked out. Next thing I know I'm tied to a chair Brook and Jamie looking at me.  

Dr. Austin visits a special patient

  You all know about what happened to Brook. Well I knew she was in the hospital but I didn't know what for and like always, no one told me anything. So after the stupid nurse pushed me and Kyle  out of the room I waited there for a long time until they'd let me see her while Kyle left. With the car. Guess I'm walking home. When they finally let me in she was sleeping. So I waited until she woke up. I did alot of waiting that day. She woke up confused and then she looked at me and smiled. Guess they don't let Brook do stuff in this joint. I told her to scoot over and I laid down next to her. " Guess I got some people to beat up." I said pointing to her arm where I wrote the other day in sharpie, "This girl is protected by Austin Brumley, hurt her and you die." "No, it was a cheerleading accident. Wasn't thieir fault." "How they treating you here?" "Not too bad." She smiled and I kissed her. After one of the nurses walked in on us makingout, I got her into a wheel chair since they won't let her walk around too much and I pushed her into the hallway. "Ready?" "For what?!" she asked. I smiled. "Here we go!" I yelled as I pushed her with all my might down a ramp and jumped on the back of the wheelchair. Brook basically screamed the whole ride and I was shouting get outta the way to other people. We hot some old lady but she was ok. After we finally stopped before she could slap me I kissed her. She smiled and said to never do that again. So we went to the vending machine. I rigged it up so we got all the soda we want. I shook it up and squirted her and we ended up soaked in soda and soda all over the walls. We went back to her room and made out a bit and kept annoying the nurse by calling him, yes him, and telling him we didn't call him. For a nurse he was pretty big but I could take em. T
hen it was pretty late so she had to sleep. She asked me to stay the night cause she didn't like hospitals so I did. I laid next to her and she put her head on my shoulder. "Thanks Austin for being here with me. I love you" "I love you too." and she drifted asleep.