I'm a bad person

I had finally lost it. I couldn't do anything right any more. I couldn't get any sleep and I was in so much pain. I slept in an abondoned Where house that only brook knew about for idk how long. They were probably looking for me. My family or the police idk. I decided that I couldn't live like this. I'm a bad person. I was going to kill myself. I left 3 notes. One to Brook. Another to Jamie. And finaly one for my family. I placed them on their front doors. I walked around town one more time. I'm bad person I don't deserve to live. I'm a bad person I should die in hell. I'm a bad person no one will care that I'm gone. I bought a coffe at my favorite coffe shop and continued. I just kept thinking, I'm a bad person. I don't deserve family, friends, love. I walked to the cliff right outside town. It was about 20ft with sharp rocks on the ground. I climbed the fence to get right on the edge of the cliff. I heard a voice screaming don't do it. This was not the time for a concious. I'm a bad person and that's that. But I then relized it wasn't my concious. It's was brook. I looked away from her. "go away! I'm a bad person I deserve to die!" I shouted at her. She started to climb the fence but was too late. "Bye love." I said as I jumped. I woke up in a hospital. The first thought that came to me was, Damn it! I'm not dead.